pengorbanan

my dearest UiTM, thank you so much for the offer. i know bukannya senang nak dapat tawaran ni.
among semua lepasan tingkatan 5 yang apply untuk the same course, i am one of the chosen one untuk dapat this tawaran ni. so -- thank you so much.

tapi sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat -- crushed.
bukan tak bersyukur. i am so grateful sebab dapat this tawaran.
but -- i dont know. maybe i didn't expect it to be this fast and this early. i expected it to be a bit later than this.

• rindu aku kat afiq masa dia jauh pun belum habis lagi. and now, i am going to go far. melaka pulak tu! gila jaoh! at least afiq belajar kat mukah je. still dalam sarawak. aku? seberang laut! dah la uitm alor gajah tu macam agak jauh dari bandar.
• first time aku tak dapat puasa ngn family esp ngn mama!
  
• this is not like when i was in camp. tiap2 minggu org boleh dtg jmpa me, bwk makanan or something. i will be all alone kat melaka nanti. bukannya aku kenal anyone kat sana nanti.
  

mama said, i'll be going to kl for the pendaftaran on the 20th of may. from today -- 20th may will be in two weeks time. 2 more weeks to be spent with family, aliens and sayang. tak cukup lah!

sacrifices must be made to continue on living. what a stupid quote.
die u whoever created that quote.

sayang, hold on tight to my promise.
i love you so much ♥

with much love for him and a lil bit crushed,
me.