the time has come.

today marks the first day of fasting in the year 2011.
this year, is the first year im fasting without those important people.
my family. mama, syafiq, kakya, abang.
my friends. laala, maman, nana, adib, sapri, ibrahim, and others.
puasa with all these new surrounding and stuff is so --- i cant take it.
it feels so alien to me.

i dont want to wake up for sahur when somebody from the other room calls.
i want mama to wake me up.
i want the smell of fried chicken from the kitchen woke me up.
i want those.
i dont want to eat petty foodstuff for sahur.
i want mama's fried rice.
i want to buy lauk with mama.
i want those.

*dasar budak part 1 yang homesick*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=en73dyohcZ0

this year is the first year im celebrating raya with a new special someone in my life.
he is waiting for me in miri. he has been waiting for me from the day he left for mukah.
i have been waiting for raya from the day i left for melaka.

it is going to be an exciting raya this year. amin.
i just have to go through this one ramadhan by myself for once. get it over with and enjoy raya.
:)

dearest love ones in miri, wait for my homecoming okay?

with lots of patience to go back to miri,
me.