take a bow 2011

oh 2011!

what a journey i had throughout this year!

lets recap!

http://hikayattiadajudul.blogspot.com/2010/12/drum-roll-untuk-2011.html

1. i hope for a long lasting relationship. ♥

i am loving afiq each and everyday of my life. and i know deep inside me, he is too. ;)

2. i hope for a great spm results.

well, i got 4As. that is great enough for me. :)

3. i hope for a placement in the best university

i am a proud student of UiTM. *proud konon, tapi boleh lah. at least i got in* :)

4. i hope for a happy family.

i have the best family. althought we are the fairytale family, at least we are loving each other and no matter what, we are still and forever a family. :)

5. i hope for a time of my life.

i went to Los Angeles. disneyland, universal studios. i went to see my dear sister graduate in seattle. it was a time of my life. :)

6. i hope for a never ending relationship with my fav aliens.

i still love them! they still love me. we are still having our great times together.

7. i hope for a broader mind and knowledge and experience.

i learnt so much this year. i went through a lot, therefore -- every road taken gives its own moral and lesson. every mistake i did, i learnt from it. aside from that, my course is amazing. taught me a lot so far

8. i hope for a bright future.

i am still hoping for it. but, from here and now, it looks bright to me. looks like, i am getting a great career, i am getting married, i am going to have children, and so much more! :)

9. i hope for a stable financial security

ouh, this one. this hurts.

10. i hope for a better and happier life.

i am happy as ever. i have everything. i am contented.

did i achieve any of these resolutions?

checked, 9 out of 10 ! outstanding!

:)

guess which one i didn't achieve. :D

if you guessed number 9, you guessed right! :) hahah!

before i get to my 2012 resolution,

i would like to thank 2011 for being so great to me all year round. i had my ups and downs. but went through it pretty darn well though. there are so many people that i want to thank.

family dearest.

sayang afiq.

aliens terbaik.

you have been so great to me. i love you.

okay! lets get to the chase! 2012 resolutions!

1. another DL, perhaps? insyaAllah.
2. forever loving me boyfriend. *i love you dearest afiq sayang*
3. to constantly cherish everything that comes into my way.
4. to be a great person.
5. make changes in anyone's life. making it big.
6. a better health
7. family's happiness is my happiness
8. to love and to hold everyone that change me for the better.
9. enjoy every single moment that i have with all my kesayangan
10. to be known for what i am.

thank you 2011 for everything,

now, it is time for you to take a bow.

with love,

me.

dua kali peluang

sebab aku tak pernah nampak lain selain apa yang benar-benar di depan mata.

sebab aku tak pernah rasa lain selain apa yang benar-benar sepatutnya aku rasa.

jadi, untuk kau. aku cuba pandang perkara yang di belakang mata.

aku mengambil risiko.

besar risikonya.

untuk kau. aku cuba

harap kau faham.

with love,

me.

hello december!

I AM BACK IN MELAKA

yeah. kembali mengharungi hari-hari di melaka.
sem ni, ada fakulti baru. i mean, masscomm sekarang ada bangunan baru. and bangunan tu kat atas bukit. gila lah everyday turun naik bukit.
how i wish i already have my license.

dah dua minggu since i left miri.
few days ago, i think it was last week, i had a badass homesick feeling. ouch.
i cried my f***ing ass off.

this sem, i am taking :
1- Managerial Communication
2- Writing for Mass Media
3- Interpersonal Communication
4- Sociology
and some other subject biasa.
setakat ni, the stress is kicking in dah sikit sikit. semua subject dah ada dateline sendiri.
mengucap panjang.

im getting the hang of it.
oh, i am missing so many things in back home.
annoyed sangat sebab tak dapat nak join my friends in miri.
birthday party. outing. sleepover.
perggghh.
i miss all of it.
;)

i miss my cousin's wedding in kuching.
family semua fly to kuching for the wedding.
haihh. double annoyed.
i miss family gatherings.

my sayang just had a rough week.
and i missed being there for him.
i miss him.

now what?

with lots of love,
me.